jimmykilledyou

i been selling my things to get money.
it sucks and its depressing the hell out of me.
but i have no other way to get money.
i applied to about 15 places and havent heard anything yet.
it sucks but its life.
thats on the down end.
on the up end i have two contest in febuary and march.
i would be real proud of myself if i came away with soem money or a prize.
these are only my 2nd and 3rd times ever competeing so hopefully ill have tailwhips and some other tricks i been working on down.


can only hope for the best for the future.
and hello to all of you who still read this.

"Self-righteous crusader
Don't care what you don't do
You talk the straight edge, but you walk the crooked mile
Don't misjudge me, cause I ain't on trial

Just because I suck
Don't mean you're off the hook
Just cause you're not drunk
Don't think you're not fucked up
A lot of good people like to have a good time
Even Jesus Christ turned the water into wine"


..and people wonder why i love the band ALL so fucking much.

Gina stopped by today and we talked for awhile.
I been feelin real down and out latley.
Being able to sit and talk with her made me feel better.
She rules.
Thank you gina for just being you.
Now i think ill go ride my bike.

so i lost my job.
my only sorce of income.
i wont get into details but i guess thats just my luck.
going under the needle with jay for my first tatto within the next month.
for now ill just be drunk every day til i run out of money.
shitty indie songs and the same cloths every day are how my life is going to be for awhile.

i saw an absolutly georgeous girl at work tonight.
i was to scared to talk to her.
i dont think saying "you guys need help with anything" really won her over.
i hate myself.

sometimes i think about the past.
and wish i could make amends with a certin handfull of people i lost contact with a long while ago..i wonder how certin people are doing and i think to much.

i like when it gets warm outside.
riding my bike today and tomorrow.
wooooo.

get drunk at my house alone and listen to pearl jam while familys out of town.

this was about four years ago and it honestly feels almost like 4 weeks ago.
time flys i guess you could say.
its time to get up and out asap.

Id like to meet a girl i can make mix cds for as well as dinner.
but i guess they just dont like that kind of thing anymore.
maybe i should get with the times.

I got on stage and sang bikeriders when lucero played it.
ben just pretty much stepped back from the mic and let me go at it.
i can die now.


if pics or a video comes up ill post it.


EDIT!




i cant belvie it actually happend.

you motherfuckers have no idea how pumped i am.


7th time seeing them and it feels like its the 1st every time.

My knee looks like i have a potato in it.
My bicycle is making me an old man and i love it.

busted up my kneeeeee last night tryin this pretty huge gap to wallride at the skate park it sucked but the rest of the night was fun..scott mike pat and i all rode pretty awesome had a good time trash talked everyone it was hillarious. The ride home we picked up 40s and laughed a ton scott had me in tears and i did the same for him it was awesome. New Jersey is a fucking weird place it brings up so many obscure feelings and memorys but i still had an awesome time like always. LUCERO SUNDAY!

jess mike and i went on a mall tour yesterday and did shopping.
it made me smile being out and about with them.
i love you guys.

work instead of trip with al,mike,pat,scott to the skatepark in jersey breaks my heart.

I have a girlfriend out of this city.
I know i like her.
I think she is pretty.



Everyone needs to go out and pick up the new Lemonheads cd cause it rules.

been apeing it pretty hard the last two days.
blasted a pretty big gap to wallride behind staples it felt awesome.
i did a tail tap outta this really skinny quater and came back in.
liked that alot.
besides that all i know is girls are weird.
they dont really make any sense to me at all.
but thats okay cause i dont need there ovaries in my life.

make a point to make no sense.

Slutty bartenders hate my rowdy bikerider ways.
and then i admit to a girl i think shes really cute over the phone.
i'm a real winner.